Some researchers describe women s sexuality asfluid, changeable, an acceptable condition. Butwomen who cross sexual boundaries experienceprofound spiritual upheaval and are often singledout by left and right ideologies as simply aberrant.This creative nonfiction work blends narrative,fiction, poetry, journaling, and research anddocuments one woman s drift into and then out oflesbianism set against the spiritual backdrop ofChristianity. Heise chronicles the supernaturalprocesses and paradoxes of change even as shesometimes struggles against it. She weaves in thevoices of others who ve made the journey away fromloving women--even at great cost--and combinesgenres to make plain one woman s determined voice inthe wilderness of female sexuality. Women who seektruth for themselves and their friends, as well asthose working in women s studies, LGBT programs, andgender issues will find this work accessible andilluminating.